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This is a journal for the expression of my feelings around and because of my eating disorder, where I can talk to others (anonymously, without being judged) who are going through the same things and can understand me. I am not in recovery although many people in my life think that I am, so this is a place for me to be true to myself and a place where I don't have to pretend to want to get better. My one and only goal in life is to be incredibly skinny and I don't care if I die trying. I wish with all my heart that I was strong enough to achieve my goal, but most days I am too weak, pathetic, greedy and fat, but every morning I start trying again from scratch and promise myself that today will be different..... hopefully one day it will be...
The only other thing I think about and try to be good at is ballet, but I know I'm too fat to ever be as good at it as I would love to be.
I hope to meet and talk to others on LJ who think like I do and I will offer as much support and care as I can to you all.
L.as.a.F

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